Someone to Stay

You were alone, left out in the cold
Clinging to the ruin of your broken home
Too lost and hurting to carry your load
We all need someone to hold

You’ve been fighting the memory, on your own
Nothing worsens; nothing grows
I know how it feels being by yourself in the rain
We all need someone to stay
We all need someone to stay

Hear you, falling and lonely, cry out:
Will you fix me up? Will you show me hope?
At the end of the day you were helpless
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?

You’ve drunk it down and you’ve spat it out
And nothing tastes like the things you had
So turn it off, why don’t you let them go?
We all need someone to stay
We all need someone to stay

Hear you, falling and lonely, cry out
Will you fix me up? Will you show me hope?
At the end of the day we’re helpless
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?

You were alone, left out in the cold
Clinging to the ruin of your broken home
You were falling and lonely, cry out:
Will you fix me up? Will you show me hope?
The end of the day and we’re helpless
Can you keep me close? Can you love me?

Hear you falling and lonely cry out:
Will you fix me up? Will you show me hope?
At the end of the day we’re helpless
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?

But, are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

Please don’t see
Just a girl caught up in dreams and fantasies
Please see me
Reaching out for someone I can’t see

Take my hand, let’s see where we wake up tomorrow
Best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand
I’ll be damned, Cupid’s demanding back his arrow
So let’s get drunk on our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It’s hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

Who are we?
Just a speck of dust within the galaxy?
Woe is me
If we’re not careful turns into reality

But don’t you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow
Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer
Turn the page, maybe we’ll find a brand new ending
Where we’re dancing in our tears

And God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It’s hunting season and the lambs are on the run
We’re searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

And I thought I saw you out there crying
And I thought I heard you call my name
And I thought I heard you out there crying
But just the same

And God, give us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It’s hunting season and this lamb is on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

And I thought I saw you out there crying
And I thought I heard you call my name
And I thought I heard you out there crying
But are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?
Are we all lost stars trying to light up the dark?

Tomorrow’s Way

when i feel like sick of everything, when i feel like unwanted, when the sad and the loneliness feeling come to me, i just want to runaway.
i want to runaway to a far far place that no one know about me. a place where i can just be myself and do everything that i want without mind what others think about me, a place where i can just sit by myself and just accompanied by the winds, the rains, and anything that cant hurt me for sure.
maybe it sounds like a coward, but everybody have felt the same way, right? everybody surely got that kind of feeling, when they just want to forget anything that hurt them and search for a peace.
but it’s all just in my mind, i cant go to that kind of place–i dont know where is it. it’s ok. sometimes just hanging around by myself, go to a library or bookstore and reading all day, sitting in the bus, looking the outside from the bus window, accompanied by Taylor Swift or YUI’s songs for two hours—in my way to go and back from campus—is enough 🙂

Tomorrow’s Way

(translation)

i want to destroy the moment
i want to cling to the moment
i dont understand my self

of course i cant do it over
even when i try to hide in an unfamiliar town,
i just think about the present going on outside my window

i want to runaway from my impulses
but before i can, my excuses get in the way

if i follow my shattered memories
i cant even go back to that time
like a child one day

i was born to live up to
the universe i imagined as a child
im a baby, i want to cry
the pain it takes to get it, is so good

then if life is a battle,
we cant help whether we win or lose
that much i know…

my heart is pounding out of control
from running towards tomorrow
from the shock that made me want to cry

i want to live a straight life
i just want to live a straight life
like that child one day

i dont want to stumble over someone’s words
i dont want to be led astray

tomorrrow, too, will surely sparkle
it doesnt matter if i cant go back to my childhood days
im scared of tomorrow’s way of my life
but im standing in a path
i cant go back down

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